Yesterday I had terrible pain. I felt pain in my heart. :( Eni's dog, Petra had an interesting reaction. I saw in her eyes that she's really worry. The dog cried, licked me and not budge from beside. Maybe she knewthat something was wrong. Perhaps Petra felt my pain... She helped me trough the worst. :) <3 I know that she's my guardian angel!
Benefical of the human-animal bond:
-Positive feelings and events that might be significant emotional and physical connection.
-The animals unconditional love and acceptance is obtained.
-The animals are able to recognize human emotions, and behave accordingly.
-Their presence induces the spontaneous emotional expression, and reduces the feeling of anxiety.
-The social life is also a positive impact on livestock farming. The animals live together in one sense of solitude is greatly reduced, which in itself has a positive impact on personal health, greater openness, communication skills development.
-The animal care also increases our sense of security. Competence is an effective antidote to feelings of depression. -The dogs are a great comfort to patients. (Happier, calmer patients.) It's particularly useful when someone scared and not feeling well. forrás: http://www.lelkititkaink.hu/ember_allat_kapcsolat.html
A long time sinceI wrote. A lothas happened. First of all Rob moved back to their house. Since then,we meetevery day and spend a lot of time together. I love him! Nay I adore him! :$ <3 We laugh a lot and we are really happy! ^^ Secondly, I get friends. And I have a new best friend! Enikő is the nicest girl who I ever met! Eni is selfless, reliable and alwayscheerful. I don't understandthat I couldlive without her! :) These were themost important. The rest is justlittle things. :) And finally.. Althougha littlebitlate: Merry Christmas and best wishes for a Happy New Year! :)
Dear diary!
You were my best friend these days. I can tell everything to you. I'll honest with you... I had a fuck-up day.
Ella fainted at school. We didn't know what's her trouble. Came totherescue and I accompanied her to the hospital. Nobodysaid anything.Thatwasannoying. Probablyhelped thatI was therewith her, but I felthelpless. I'm not a heroine.
I take a break with Rob. :( It's a little bit complicated. And very hard to me. I wouldn'tgive details. WhenI came home, my phonerang. Ginacalled me. First,I could notdecide whetherto take uporleave. I took up. I didn't expect she'll speak kind. But she just looked for Rob. They wanted to meet! WHY?! AAAAA!!!!! I wanted to kill! I wanted to shout! Or just jump out the window. But I just wept while theangerconsumedme... I hope you understand me.
Today I met Rob. :) This was not the best day, but I felt goodwith him, however with him is always good! :) <3 That calms me when I am with him. I adore his breathtaking smile and when he looks into my eyes. :$ He's so cute! My friends... Today I talked to Deny (nickname.. in fact he is Daniel). I hope that he forgiven me. I don't want to lose him. And Gina.. She behaves like a bitch. I remembernowwhyI hatedinitially. She can also be friendly those whom she likes.
I think my things will be arranged soon. :) In the morning, me and my best friend (whose name is Erica) discussed our misunderstanding, and everything will be alright! Ok, not now. Perhaps only weeks later. Nevertheless I will live! :)
I didn't meet with my boyfriend. Rob couldn't come, because he had to go to the dorm. :(
I'm a fucking idiot! How could I forget some important people in my life?! Whatever happens there are some people who stay with me. Perhaps only now I recognise that who are my true friends. And though I'm sorrowful, they see a smile on my face... :)