In a fuckin 'shit-day

Dear diary!
You were my best friend these days. I can tell everything to you. I'll honest with you... I had a fuck-up day.
Ella fainted at school. We didn't know what's her trouble. Came to the rescue and I accompanied her to the hospital. Nobody said anything. That was annoying. Probably helped that I was there with her, but I felt helpless. I'm not a heroine.
I take a break with Rob. :( It's a little bit complicated. And very hard to me. I wouldn't give details.
When I came home, my phone rang. Gina called me. First, I could not decide whether to take up or leave. I took up. I didn't expect she'll speak kind. But she just looked for Rob. They wanted to meet! WHY?! AAAAA!!!!! I wanted to kill! I wanted to shout! Or just jump out the window. But I just wept while the anger consumed me... I hope you understand me.

Some thoughts

Today I met Rob. :) This was not the best day, but I felt good with him, however with him is always good! :) <3 That calms me when I am with him. I adore his breathtaking smile and when he looks into my eyes. :$ He's so cute!
My friends... Today I talked to Deny (nickname.. in fact he is Daniel). I hope that he forgiven me. I don't want to lose him.
And Gina.. She behaves like a bitch. I remember now why I hated initially. She can also be friendly those whom she likes.

It will be even better

I think my things will be arranged soon. :) In the morning, me and my best friend (whose name is Erica) discussed our misunderstanding, and everything will be alright! Ok, not now. Perhaps only weeks later. Nevertheless I will live! :)
I didn't meet with my boyfriend. Rob couldn't come, because he had to go to the dorm. :(

See the light

I'm a fucking idiot! How could I forget some important people in my life?! Whatever happens there are some people who stay with me. Perhaps only now I recognise that who are my true friends. And though I'm sorrowful, they see a smile on my face... :)

When everybody hate..

I feel like everyone hates me. My friends stay away from me, but I don't know why! I didn't do anything which would offend them. Perhaps they conspired without my knowledge. It breaks my heart. I want get back whom I like! Yea, maybe I should make friends. But how? I would like to get new friends. I have no idea where I should look for new relationships. I'm the edge of reason.
Nevertheless I am aware that my boyfriend love me. This is the highlight of my day. :) And I know we'll meet tomorrow.
And... Everything has two sides. I have a reason that eat chocolate and watch TV all day. So bye-bye worries! Hello... happiness? No. That's overstatement yet.